Revive!!!

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!

Finally Internet is up~~

Finally I have time to blog~~

Lawrence Thien Proudly Presence~~

(Drumroll~~~~~~~~~~~)

*The Return Of Law's Area*

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Many things happen during training.

Many drama

Many story

Many friends~~

Faced some problem.

Some relationship problem.

What's the best things to do when you face problem??

Talk to your friends.

I tried. Talk to friend.

Unfortunately.

Friends say I'm annoying.

I never know such friends is around me all the time.

A pretty girl approach me.

"What are friends for when you cannot share your problem?"

From Cat.

This is what I call friends.

Relationship problem settled.

You say you not stable yet.

You told me you will go back to him whenever you have the chance.

I told you the same thing I always tell you.

I'm here. Waiting for you.

Both of us make a promise.

We are friends now.

I'm happy that you happy.

I'm jealous that you're so close with him.

But I cannot do anything.

Because we're just friends.

(For now)

Mum undergoing electrotheraphy.

5 times a week. continue for 25 times.

Call back to KK every weekends to talk to mum.

She says she's fine.

Pray Hard.

Mom~

A lady that born every child

A housewife that take care the house

A lady that mumble to you everyday

A lady that loves you more than your girlfriend does

Mom

Yesterday

playing League of Legion

receive a call from a patient

Must answer even is playing

Hello. What are you doing?

Erm. Playing game now lorh. Why?

Can you on skype? I wanna try how to cam.

Ma can wait for a while? almost done. Why don't try to call gor. I'll call you later ok?

Continue playing.

Lost.

Skype.

Video call

 Chit chat for a while

Look closely to your mom ah. See anything change or not.

Huh?? Nothing change ah.. cut hair jor lorh.. have short hair now. But still looks nice.

Look closely ah. Sooner you won't see me in this look already. Wednesday going to undergo Chemo injection la. After that hair fall de larh. Your mom will be botak de larh.

Can't take it so I cry out.

Mom laugh at me and say just joking.

Then she cry out also.

I actually cry in front of my mom

I drag her to the field of sadness along.

A picture of my mum

Ma. No matter how you look like, as long you are healthy as always, I'll be happy. I don't want anything happen to you. Sorry that didn't treat you good enough before.

After I leave my house to study at KL, I realize home the the place I need. I treat my mum better since I left.

but now...

My friends telling me to be strong.

Everything will be fine.
Technologies nowadays is good enough

They'll pray. I'll pray too.

Thanks guys who support and help me.

But I can't stop worrying now.

Wednesday.

Chemo injection at KK

Math Final assessment at Taylor's

EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE.

HAVE FAITH!!

can't stop crying when writting this.

Tear

Everyone cried crying or will cry

No matter how old are you

Tear can be Tear of Sadness

Tear can be Tear of Joy

but not tear of godness in LoL

Yesterday afternoon

When I was playing Plant vs Zombie

I receive a message from my sister through Facebook.

Report is out 

Mum is sick

I quickly call my mum ask about it.

She was crying and she say everything is ok.

She hide from me because she don't want us to worry.

I didn't cry

It's not because I'm not sad.

I didn't cry

Because I don't know what should I do

At night

I call dad to ask again.

Dad say brother know about it already

Dad say mum is watching tv

Dad say wait Monday do surgery

I always believe cancer can be avoid if you realize it during 1st stage

Now

I hope everything will be fine.

Because

Mom. I love you.

To all my friends.

Don't hesitate to do medical check up

Anything will happen

One have to stop crying in order to proceed and get stronger

But at the same time, one need to have the strength to cry.

Things that happen

Few months ago

You and I

Having chat almost everyday

We talk about our daily life

We share everything

Love story Sad story

Few months later

You stop contacting me

with a simple reason

you are busy

you don't know what to say

Few days ago

I post a Facebook status

This status is for you

                                   

You come to my life

and you leave me alone

You

are a pillow for me

without you

I can't sleep

I

am a nail clipper for you

You will come and look for me

only when you need help

Even you need help

you can simply get one nail clipper

not necessary is me

I did not expect anything from you

But at the same time

I can't forget about you

What should I do?

Friendship

FRIENDSHIP

Anyone really know what a friendship mean?

For me,

Friendship

is a priceless gift,

It cannot be bought or sold

Friendship

is like a balloon.

when you let it go, it won't come back.

Friendship

is like pissing your pants

everyone can see it, but only you can feel it's warmth.

And Friendship

is not a two way road.

It's a one way road traveled by two people together.

None of our friendship will be smooth.

It's a ship

that travel on across the ocean.

you may encounter thunderstorm

But with trust

you'll overcome it

rainbow after the rain will always appear

you can't force your crew to walk on the plank without reason

with tolerance

you may travel further

what will happen when your ship ran out of crew?

can you sail it one-man-show?

Everyone will did mistake

Forgive and Forget

is the best solution to overcome it

Did you ever say sorry to your friend?

Did your friend ever say sorry to you?

I did.

Saturday
14/5/2011
4.19 AM

Another Random

Feel like update my blog but I don't know what to write about.

OK. May I ask you guys a question?

What will you do when you feel boring?

For me, I will only do 4 things

1. play games.

2. listen song.

3. find someone to chat.

Last one. My Favourite.

Refresh Facebook.

1

Many will ask.

Lawrence, what game you playing now?

and I will answer them

VINDICTUS!

for more information.

Click there.

^^

3

Past few days, I met a really really very good friend. More then that.

Well it's not like met him but know him more.

I've know him since friendster time which is form 3

(Now I'm Diploma 1st year)

I add him because one of my friend say his friendster background very nice. So I add him to check it oftenly.

Friendster reach the end and Facebook started. Eventually, he add me at Facebook. When he chat with me only I know is the same guy from Friendster.

Then add MSN chat rarely.

Now, chat in Skype everyday.

Share our day, share our thought.

Oh by the way. A sentence for him.

Sad and emo is DIFFERENT!!

4

Favourite action.

Refresh facebook.

Well, as everyone know, or maybe someone don't know.

Last time you need to refresh your page to update your friend's status

Now they will automatically update for you.

Refresh facebook is to update yourself from your friend's status.

My friend often ask me.

Do you know that facebook .....

Yes I know because I active facebook.

Another friend ask me

Hey, when I can find you?

"Just on facebook and i'll be there"

Past few days, something happen

Wanna forget, but it's not easy

I'm not as brave as you thought

I just often use smile to cover my emotion.

Night~~

Before I start my story, please allow me to ask you guys a question

So that you guys won't ask:

"Lawrence, how come you everytime also emo?"

Here comes the question....

One day on your life.

You go out to have some happy time with your friend. As an example, you guys go sing karaoke.

In the middle of the session, all of them left you out.

What will YOU do??

(a) you will try to join back to the team

(b) you will remain alone at the corner chatting with your palm

(c) leave the room

now my story starts.

Today during class time, I receive a message. This message is from a friend that I really care about and treat him as a very close friend.

(reason is because we know each other and will share among each other)

(but things go differently)

Message start with

Hey Lawrence, what time your class end?

Erm. It's by 4pm. Anything I can help you?

Nah. Just asking see whether you want to go pyramid or not.

Hmm. But it's raining now lerh.

We can take taylor's bus to Pyramid mah.

Actually we are not allowed to use phone during that specific class but I used it because I want to reply my friend.

After I finish class, I saw him waiting bus alone. Actually I don't want to go because I got things to do at night.

(I'm too soft hearted to see that he's waiting alone there)

Ok I will join u go pyramid

Reach Pyramid

Both of us walking around, looking for present because he wanted to but present for his love one.

Found present, found his friend. He follow me for a while, then we join his friend.

This is the time I felt left out.

Sitting at McD.

Trying to get back to topic but what I get is "palm"

~Emo mode on~

Erm.. You guys will stay here right? I go walk around 1st.

Yea sure. Make sure you come back

So I went around. Guess what. I saw my ex. From back view, I thought i saw the wrong person. So I try to go up one level, rush forward, go back one level, go back to where I saw her. It's really her. She saw me and actually just look away.

*Emo level increase"

When to arcade to "fart out" some emo.

Play Midnight 3DX+

Won a run with very nice drift. Feel very happy.

Back to McD.

SHIT SAW HER AGAIN!!!

Sit back down, feel more left out because I miss their topic.

Never mind. Option B. Sit back alone. Here come more friends. Introduced, movie time.

Rio.

Movie starts with "It's not Rio"

Where all the birds caught and sent to tiny little town.

Laughter all around.

#Left out at corner sit#

I was left out from the group maybe is because 1st time met them.
Main thing is I was left out from my friend who actually ask me out together.

Didn't even realize that I was watching that movie with no laughter at all.

1 1/2 hour later

The End.

Go back home by taxi. No chat. Bye. Back home.

Bath. Blog.

End of my blog.

Kawan-kawan sekalian. Had you got your answer for the question at the beginning of my post?